cldnt wake up, skipped chem lessons! hah.

met benita after that. went to deposit money in her account..and Finally changed her young savers bankbook! heh. den westmall..ate bk! talked alot too (: den macs! such pigs yes? Heh. she introduced me a new way to go kallang! can take..985! whee! love her man, now its only half an hour plus to get there! no need to take bus to clementi, den change to mrt..Standing the whole way! Yippee! (: Adel, we have new way to go kallang!! (: haha. what cheap thrill!

training..damn slack. we took Half an hour arranging the seats and all. hah. then overheard Some conversation and Saw some reactions. yes, its abt jiaolian again. didnt really talk abt it..went down water. pennyang was being damn #$%!% today. must be learn from that Joseph Ang. (josef tan+pennyang= Joseph Ang coach) HAH. bet they both can just marry each other and progress in their bitchy ways. haha, why am i so mean. nvm (: think i only did 7/8km today. damn boring doing t1 alone..no one to entertain me! :( the other half of the time was spent saving jiamin and joanne. and i think qiqi and nicole Damn Power! first day trying k2..already using two seats! and they capsized only..once! proud of them! -beams-
actually wanted to ask jiaolian what i shld do..but after that thing, forget it. sigh.

held our meeting at the shed. i think that my respect for jiaolian really..decreased?! hah. yeah. the way i saw him talk to pennyang today and how he said "ru guo bu yao, na wo men jiu zhe yang jie su le!" den walk off, made me change my impression of him. like we already told him the conditions and he agreed to it. and today, he changed his mind, just like that, demanding his ways. still remembered during sdba competition when josef tan told me before my race that they gonna sack jiaolian during dinner that night, everyone was so down? and joanne had to talk to pennyang for like how cow long to convince her.

on the other side, like what calista said. this's a cause and effect thing. maybe jiaolian treated us this way cus of how the teachers treated him. according to him, he says that the teachers decide on things first, but dun discuss with him. sigh. dunno la. den he'd make me the middleman between him and the teachers. sigh.

but i think jiaolian is really tai guo fen le. he trained rjc, meriden and us at the same time, without telling us. den he didnt talk to us at all..yeah.

still remembered the time we got so angry with josef tan, and he bitched abt him with us. and when magdalene joined us and we hated her cus of her stupid proud father who brought along his own canoe to train with us. that time, jiaolian also talked bad abt her with us in chinese. den heard of how at first he didnt want to accept yashira in rj canoeing cus she wasnt chinese. bad things aside, still rmbed the time when we were pushing the trolley back and he was telling us some lame mango joke. and how he laughed stupidly at my jokes the whole way back (when i thot it wasnt even funny?!). and the time when he said my dimples were holes for guys to drop into?! and the time he said my keller shirt was ugly. and that time when he called my hp after training,telling me that we forgot to lock our cupboards and how worried he was that we cld have it stolen. and before our sbda competiton, the talk he had with us made me in some way touched/inspired. how he told us never to give up even though we were the last cus we have to prove to others that we arent lousy losers.

no decisions made yet.
wonder how it'd turn out. sigh.

nice me accompanied nicole to meet her dearest boyfriend. while waiting for the bus, she asked the two hcjc canoeist if they had coins. they were so nice! didnt have coins and went to this stranger to help her exchange coins. den i realised they both were twins! damn chio leh (: the bus was freaking crowded, thus explains the close proximity i had with them. mwahaha. den she suddenly turned ard and said "i'm sorry i'm very stinky!" heh. den she talked to her sister abt how njc blahhh. den her sister suddenly asked "Eh, what if they are from njc? they wld bash us up!" hahaha. den we said we werent from njc la. den talked. she was promoting hcjc, ask us to go there and all. den she realised "you're damn big, taller than me!" haha. not my fault wad! heh. damn cute. and i kept emphasising to nicole that they're both damn chio! haha. (:

bus ride was spent entertaining nicole. she just cldnt stop laughing and sending msges from my phone (Hey, i love you!) to her phone. haha. silly pok. den something made me cldnt stop laughing! damn hilarious. shh. dont tell you! haha. (: we're such stupid silly people and me, Blur! heh. den she met him, and i continued the bus journey home.

watched the manchesterunited/arsenal match. Hoho! (: i think ruud van nistroooy is so shuai in his suit+tie. heh. realised how tough those footballer's thighs, legs are. Whoo! den watched ms singapore universe! slender legs i see! (: but the ultimate Ms Long+slender legs goes to TATA YOUNG! whoahh. damn nice la! she sang the sexynaughtybitchy me song! Immediately msged horny joan, but she was in school. still rmb That neoprint we took, Haha! (:

bro's bf came over after their tuition again. utterly cute, if you dun mind me repeating. heh (:

two funny guys added me to friendster. do i even know them?! haha.

there's smth in your eyes,
something in your smile,
something in the way you move yourself.
you make me wanna sing,
you make me wanna dance,
you make me wanna fall in love with you *

and the cycle repeats itself.
that..feeling once agin.

nvm, forget it.

when you feel all alone,
and the world has turned its back on you.